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I finally got my graphic tablet back!!
I'm going to set things up,
start on some queued projects,
and practice with it!!
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Also!! I got a comission from my local comic book store owner,
he wants me to draw him up some magic card tokens!!
I offered for free because his last guy is actually a professional and charged him
and seeing how I'm not a professional I offered for free and told him I'll try too.
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I just really hope I can deliver!!
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I'm just gonna state this is when I'm going to start working hard
to be more professional and improve and stop dicking around.
I spend too many years and grades doing that. lol.
I'm going to set things up,
start on some queued projects,
and practice with it!!
~~~
Also!! I got a comission from my local comic book store owner,
he wants me to draw him up some magic card tokens!!
I offered for free because his last guy is actually a professional and charged him
and seeing how I'm not a professional I offered for free and told him I'll try too.
~~~
I just really hope I can deliver!!
~~~
I'm just gonna state this is when I'm going to start working hard
to be more professional and improve and stop dicking around.
I spend too many years and grades doing that. lol.
In that purgatory state.
I've been in a black & white mood lately.... I'm not very happy right now when in honesty how things are going I should be care free and amazingly happy.... idk.
I'm not happy with who I am.
I've been so angry and sad lately and so critical with everyone around me....
I've been lashing out at people and getting pissed at things that I would just a few months ago, just brush off and do my own thing.
I'm close to completely forgetting how to be me and it's weird that I'm aware of this but I can't stop it.
I'm not happy with my past self, my current self and I'm completely doubtful of my future self.
I use to know what direction I was
BE YOUR FUCKIN' SELF ALREADY!!
I'll be me and you can do you.
I wanted to dye my hair red/pink, then you wanted to...
I liked squirtle/warortle/blastoise, then you did...
I liked MLP/Fluttershy, then you did...
I said I wanted to go through a goth phase and wear black crap, then you did...
I made jokes about when someone leaving I would say "Bye, don't get pouched by human traffickers"
and now what do you say...?
I usually don't assume if I meet someone similar than me that they're copying me,
but this is just about everything and right after I declare certain things about myself.
Like with the goth phase,
I started feeling really down and anti-social(I'm usuall
it's been a rough two weeks
I've been so agitated lately that it' finally passing and I think everything is calming down...
Got pulled over and received a Repair Order for reverse lights being "too white" and cost $300 to replace them.
Tried to save a stray cat and made a mistake by signing it over to the vet (they had to put it down and test it for Rabies because it had an unknown origin of wound and they scared me half to death believing I may have rabies and said I wouldn't find out until 4 days later; I DID NOT SLEEP WELL THOSE DAYS.)Had to drive to another state to see someone I care about having suicidal thoughts and call out of work and have to explain to my ma
new things new things
Hopefully I'll update art stuff and upload some new things.
I've been meaning to take art a little more seriously. My skills are still a bit off
when it come to proportions and details (such as hair and hands and color/shading)
but I think I've improved a lot since last time.
I think it's been about two years since I posted an actual drawing.... (I'll try to post some soon).
I'm still having trouble with drawings guys.... their so.... square-y and have
much broader feature than I'm use to drawing...
I'm also trying to draw animals... geez..... like...... holy moly am I on the verge of giving that up.
I tried to paint after a long wh
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